I became the grounds lead, and now my days are budgets and crew schedules and phone calls. I used to be able to stand at the end of a shift and see exactly what I'd done, a whole stretch of green that I'd made right with my own hands. Now I manage all of it and touch none of it, and nothing at the end of the day feels finished.
More people experience this than they realize.
You traded hands-on work you could see for a job of budgets and schedules.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.