The board lights up with signals and rules I'm still not sure of, and my chest tightens every shift. I double-check the same procedure four times because getting it wrong isn't a typo, it's a train. The experienced guys read it all like second nature while I'm still translating in my head. I'm terrified of the day I hesitate a second too long.
More people experience this than they realize.
The signals and rules still confuse you, and a mistake could be catastrophic.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.