I follow every safety step, run every check, and I'm good at it. But when I lie awake at night, it's the knowledge that a bad call here can't be taken back that sits on my chest. The responsibility doesn't clock out when I do.
More people experience this than they realize.
You handle the danger well, but the weight of consequences that can't be undone never lets go.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.