Things were finally going well, the project on track, people happy with me, and then I found a way to blow it up. I picked a fight, missed a deadline, pulled back right when I should have leaned in. I do not understand why I do it, only that I keep doing it just as success gets close.
More people experience this than they realize.
Right as things go well, you undermine yourself and don't understand why.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.