I've been running trauma calls for years now, and I can feel that it's changed me. I carry things home that I can't put down, and the paycheck doesn't come close to matching what this work takes out of me. Some nights I sit in the driveway and honestly wonder how much longer I can keep doing this.
More people experience this than they realize.
Years of hard calls have worn you down, and you're paid too little for what you carry.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.