I can walk into any courtroom and hold it, the lawyers, the witnesses, the whole room bends to the order I keep. But every ruling I make lands on a real person's life, their freedom, their family, their future. Carrying that weight, day after day, has started to wear me down in a way the command never shows.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can command any courtroom, but holding everyone's fate in your judgment wears on you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.