I can take almost any aircraft through almost any conditions now, and I trust my hands to do it. But every time I close the cockpit door, I feel the weight of all those people sitting behind me who have no idea they're trusting their lives to me. The skill came; the weight of it never lifts.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can fly through anything, but you carry the weight of every life aboard.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.