I can lead now, I've grown into it and my people trust me. But the weight of the calls I have to make, the ones where being wrong means someone doesn't come home, still presses down harder than I let anyone see. I carry it well on the outside and it's crushing on the inside.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can lead, but the weight of life-and-death decisions still overwhelms you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.