I can take almost any post and make it fly now, I know exactly what the feed rewards. And I feel nothing. I'm performing for a machine at seven in the morning and again at eleven at night, chasing a number that resets to zero every day. Somewhere in becoming great at this I stopped being able to feel whether any of it is real.
More people experience this than they realize.
You've mastered the algorithm, and performing for it has left you numb.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.