I can run a normal game without breaking a sweat now. But when two players collide at full speed and both benches are screaming for a call, my heart pounds and I second-guess myself. The routine stuff is easy; it is those split seconds that still get me.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can handle most of a game, but the fast, disputed calls still shake you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.