Someone asked me at dinner if I actually enjoy what I do, and I froze. I love the title, the way it sounds when I say it, the respect in the room. But I honestly could not tell them whether I care about the work itself anymore, or just what it makes me look like.
More people experience this than they realize.
You cannot tell if you love the work or just the status it brings.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.