I can stabilize almost anyone in the back of the rig, hands sure even when it is chaos. But I carry the calls that did not end well, the ones where I did everything right and it still slipped away. Nobody sees those. I take them home and they sit with me long after the shift ends.
More people experience this than they realize.
You save who you can and carry alone the calls that ended badly.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.