I can open a live panel and work it without a second thought now, calm as anything. But I remember the times it almost went wrong, the arc that could have been my hand, the mistake I caught a half-second too late. The younger guys walked away from those moments never knowing how close it was. I did, and I still carry them.
More people experience this than they realize.
You work safely on instinct now but carry near-misses others never even noticed.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.