The board lights up with problems and I stay steady, one call at a time. I have stopped trying to carry the whole system on my own shoulders; I just do my part well and trust the others to do theirs. There is a strange quiet in the middle of all the noise now.
More people experience this than they realize.
You have found a steady calm doing your part inside something bigger than you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.