Most days I put patients under and bring them back smooth, and I trust my hands. But the sick ones, the unstable ones, still make my mouth go dry before I start. I've done this long enough to be good at it, and still those cases sit heavy on me.
More people experience this than they realize.
You handle most anesthesia well but the complex, unstable patients still frighten you.
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