During surgery I'm the one keeping the patient under and keeping them alive, watching every number. On the outside I look completely calm, because that's what the room needs from me. Inside, the weight of holding a life like that presses down hard. Nobody sees how much it costs me to stay that steady.
More people experience this than they realize.
You keep a life stable in surgery while hiding how heavily that weight presses on you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.