I can hold the line on what is right even when everything pushes the other way. That does not make it light. I carry the weight of the calls I have made and the ones others made around me, and I have made my peace with never getting to set that weight down.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can stand by what is right under any pressure, and you carry the moral weight of it.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.