In front of my team I'm calm, sure, the one with the answers. The second I close my office door I'm knotted with worry about whether I've got any idea what I'm doing. Holding that gap all day wears me out, and I've stopped knowing which one is the real me.
More people experience this than they realize.
You project confidence you don't feel and the gap is exhausting you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.