In the space of a breath I have to decide something that could mean a person lives or doesn't, and there's no time to be sure. I'm still early enough in this that the weight of it catches me off guard. I'm only beginning to understand what making those calls, over and over, is going to ask of me.
More people experience this than they realize.
You're just beginning to grasp what making split-second life-and-death calls asks of you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.