I resent most of what this job asks of me, and yet I can't seem to put it down. The bitterness and the can't-stop live side by side in me. I haven't found the door out, and if I'm honest I haven't even let myself say the whole thing plainly.
More people experience this than they realize.
You resent the work and can't stop doing it, and haven't named it fully.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.