I can lay down a coat so smooth and even you'd swear it was factory-made. But I've walked past houses I painted ten years ago and they're already redone in someone else's color. I take real pride in the work, and then I remember it all gets covered over eventually.
More people experience this than they realize.
You take pride in flawless work that fades and gets painted over anyway.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.