I've been through things most people will never have to picture, and I carry them home in my chest. Now I sit at a normal dinner table and try to be a normal person, and I'm not sure who I became out there. Some nights I look at my own hands and wonder what they've made me into.
More people experience this than they realize.
You're reckoning with who your service turned you into.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.