When an assignment falls apart, I'm the one running it on pure instinct, and somehow it holds together. Everyone knows to lean on me when it all breaks loose, so they do. And I go home wrung out, because being the person the whole floor leans on never seems to switch off.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can run chaos on instinct, but being the one everyone leans on has worn you out.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.