I'm a surgical resident, and I operate on real people while running on almost no sleep. There are moments in the middle of a long shift where my hands feel far away and I'm terrified that being this tired will make me slip. The thought that my exhaustion could cost someone their life follows me home.
More people experience this than they realize.
You're doing life-or-death work while too exhausted to fully trust yourself.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.