It took years, but I've made a kind of peace with what I saw and what I did over there. I've got work that means something, people I let close, and quiet mornings I actually feel present for instead of just enduring. Last weekend I sat on the porch with coffee and realized the calm around me was one I'd built on purpose, and it was really mine.
More people experience this than they realize.
You've made peace with your past and built a civilian life of purpose and calm that you chose.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.