Someone asked me the other day what kind of leader I am, and I had nothing. The honest answer is I've never thought about it. I just react to whatever lands on my desk, day after day, with no real idea of what I'm trying to be.
More people experience this than they realize.
You've never decided what kind of leader you want to be, so you just react.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.