My husband died by suicide and left a note saying he loved me but couldn't live with his pain anymore, and I don't know how to be angry and heartbroken at the same time.
More people experience this than they realize.
Suicide creates a grief that must hold simultaneously understanding and abandonment, love and rage, forgiveness and betrayal.
“Where Are You with Death and dying — the physical process?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.