I got blackout drunk again last weekend and did things I can't remember and I'm scared of who I become when I drink but I don't know how to have fun sober.
More people experience this than they realize.
You're recognizing a dangerous dependency while fearing that sobriety means losing access to parts of yourself you value.
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