Our worship team has been together for years but I'm increasingly uncomfortable leading people in songs about things I'm no longer sure I believe, and I can tell my heart isn't in it anymore but don't know how to step back without explaining why. The music still moves me but the words feel hollow coming out of my mouth.
More people experience this than they realize.
Creative spiritual leadership becomes untenable when personal beliefs no longer align with public expression, creating internal conflict between authentic self and community role.
“Where Are You with Leaving faith and identity reconstruction?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.