I used to feel proud when I traveled abroad and said I was American but now I feel like I have to apologize or explain myself first and I hate that I've lost that simple joy.
More people experience this than they realize.
He's grieving the loss of uncomplicated national pride, feeling personally diminished by his country's diminished standing.
“Where Are You with National identity and patriotism examined?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.