I'm realizing that I've spent my whole adult life reacting against my conservative upbringing and I don't know what I actually believe versus what I believe in opposition.
More people experience this than they realize.
Defining oneself in opposition to unwanted influences can create an identity that is reactive rather than authentically chosen.
“Where Are You with The multiple selves model — psychological?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.