During the heart attack I experienced existing as witness consciousness watching all of time unfold like a movie and now I cannot feel like the protagonist of my own life because I am stuck in observer mode.
More people experience this than they realize.
Identification with eternal observer consciousness has severed connection to the participatory engagement that gives life meaning and agency.
“Where Are You with Near-death experience and time distortion?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.