I deleted my collection that took years to build and I felt relieved for a day but now I keep thinking about specific videos I'll never find again.
More people experience this than they realize.
The attachment to accumulated fantasy creates a sense of loss even when the accumulation was itself a source of suffering, showing how possession binds even when it harms.
“Where Are You with Pornography in the digital age?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.