My meditation teacher from India says enlightenment cannot be scheduled but I live in New York and everything in my life has deadlines including apparently my spiritual growth.
More people experience this than they realize.
You're trying to apply achievement-oriented thinking to processes that fundamentally require surrender and patience.
“Where Are You with African ubuntu time — event-based and relational?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.