My therapist keeps asking what I want and I keep saying I don't know but really I'm terrified that if I figure it out I'll have to change my entire life.
More people experience this than they realize.
You're using uncertainty as protection against the momentum that clear intention might create.
“Where Are You with Chronos vs. Kairos — clock time vs. the right moment?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.