I cleaned my brother's gun collection out of his house after he shot himself but I kept one because holding it makes me feel closer to him.
More people experience this than they realize.
The tools of death can paradoxically become vessels for maintaining connection with the deceased.
“Where Are You with Suicide loss — the particular grief?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.