I find myself researching survival skills and homesteading but I live in a studio apartment and have never grown anything and it feels absurd.
More people experience this than they realize.
The desire to control the uncontrollable creates elaborate fictions of preparedness that highlight your actual powerlessness.
“Where Are You with Anticipatory grief for civilization?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.