I have not been able to pray since my father died because I am too angry at God to speak and too afraid of silence to stop trying.
More people experience this than they realize.
The heart sometimes needs to rage before it can surrender, and both are forms of devotion.
“Where Are You with Sufi Love — Divine Eros and Mirabai's Devotion?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.