I watched my parents sacrifice their individual dreams for their marriage and resent each other for it, and now I am afraid to fully commit to anyone because I do not want to lose myself.
More people experience this than they realize.
Your map of love requires the death of the self as the price of admission.
“Where Are You with Your Parents' Relationship and How It Shaped Yours?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.