My parents went through a bitter divorce that lasted three years and used my sister and me as weapons against each other, and now I am afraid to have children because I do not trust myself not to repeat that damage.
More people experience this than they realize.
You inherited the terror that love inevitably corrupts into mutual destruction.
“Where Are You with Your Parents' Relationship and How It Shaped Yours?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.