My wife died suddenly and I don't know any of the women's rituals she would have wanted done for her mother's shraddha next month and I feel lost trying to honor both of them.
More people experience this than they realize.
Loss compounds when the deceased was the keeper of sacred knowledge needed to honor others who came before.
“Where Are You with Hindu grief practices — antyesti and shraddha?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.