My guru passed away last month and I keep starting my morning riyaz but breaking down halfway through the first raag because everything I learned feels like it is disappearing with him.
More people experience this than they realize.
The death of a teacher forces confrontation with the impermanence of transmitted knowledge and the student's fear of unworthiness to carry it forward.
“Where Are You with Indian classical arts?”
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