My wife and I planned this amazing trip to Italy and we've been so focused on seeing everything and doing it 'right' that we're barely enjoying ourselves. We keep taking photos to prove we're having fun instead of actually having fun, and I can see us both getting stressed about maximizing our vacation.
More people experience this than they realize.
You've brought the same achievement mindset that works elsewhere into spaces meant for pure enjoyment.
“Where Are You with Agricultural traditions — farming as examined life?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.