Our neighborhood used to come together every spring to build nesting boxes and watch for returning birds but the last few years it's just me and one other person showing up. Nobody talks about why we stopped caring or if anyone misses it.
More people experience this than they realize.
You're mourning a shared ritual without investigating whether others are mourning too.
“Where Are You with Wildlife and wild animals?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.