Every time I get in the bathtub I think about drowning and it's not suicidal thoughts exactly but more like the water is showing me how fragile everything is
More people experience this than they realize.
Water's dual nature as life-giver and potential destroyer forces confrontation with the fundamental precariousness of existence.
“Where Are You with Water — drinking swimming immersion as practice?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.