I used to love playing tennis but now I only think about my ranking and whether people are watching and I can't remember the last time I enjoyed a match.
More people experience this than they realize.
External validation has replaced intrinsic motivation, corrupting the original source of pleasure.
“Where Are You with Sports — playing and watching?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.