I've been bouldering for ten years and I just realized I only attempt problems that might make me fall, never ones I know I can complete.
More people experience this than they realize.
The unconscious is using sport to practice losing in order to learn something about surrender.
“Where Are You with Extreme sports and the examined life?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.