My neighbor grows twice as much food on half the land and I oscillate between wanting to learn from him and wanting to prove I do not need his help.
More people experience this than they realize.
The ego's need for autonomy often conflicts with wisdom's requirement of humility.
“Where Are You with Agricultural traditions — farming as examined life?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.