My running group meets every Saturday and I dread it but I'm afraid if I stop going I'll lose the only structure keeping me active.
More people experience this than they realize.
Fear of losing discipline is maintaining a practice that has become spiritually deadening rather than enlivening.
“Where Are You with Ritual play and sacred games?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.