I can drop into deep states of compassion during loving-kindness meditation but I gossip about my coworkers every lunch break and hate myself for it.
More people experience this than they realize.
Cultivated states of goodwill haven't penetrated the unconscious social conditioning that drives interpersonal dynamics.
“Where Are You with Experiential learning — Dewey and Kolb?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.